ANNYEONG!!!!

have not been updating for the past few days. LOL, wanna chanage my blogskin soon. shall try it myself cozz i've been asking my sister for help recently and she's quite pissed off with me. i can click with this class... but i don't think i will have close friends here who is as crazy about KPOP as me. either they have friends or they dislike kpop. I really want to find someone who can really enjoy kpop with me.

But these few days, nothing has been going my way. feels sso upset right now. Hope tml will be a better day, hope i can pass yr 2 with at least a 3.0 GPA. i need to help myself before others can help me. JERLYN FIGHTING!!!!! :D :D

last but not least to my 15 boys. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, ELFS WILL NOT LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT, WE WILL FOLLOW TEUKIE OPPA INSTRUCTIONS AND MAKE THE COLOUR SAPPHIRE BLUE AS AN INT COLOUR :D YONGWON JEONGMAL SARANGHANDA <3 <3

ULI SUPER JUNIOR "E,O
ULI ELF E,O
<3 <3 <3

안녕 :)

it's 4am in the morning and i'm not asleep yet. MAD ABOUT K-POP recently. i don't know why i have this weird feeling inside me, feels like something bad is about to happen. have not been updating for a long time now. i really miss the times i had in sec sch :( 2005 -2009 IS THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!!! feels so regret that i did not managed to cherish the time i had when i was in sec sch. JUST FEEL LIKE POURING OUT ALL MY SORROWS HERE IN MY BLOG. bet nobody reads them anymore. so i can write anything i want. shall go and sleep now. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE :D

BYE PEEPS!!!
signing off...
jErLyN :)

HELLLOOOO PEEPS!!!

today is the start of UT3 and it is also valentine's day. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL <3. i've been single for about 7 years, i think i sound and look desperate. I srsly want to find a boyfriend by this year, but i think no one will look at me. because i am fat and ugly. moreover i choose people, people will also choose me. so ya -_-!!! i don't know why i am so desperate nowadays, is it true that fat people find it difficult to find bf or gf??? HAIZZZ, i'm pouring out my sorrows here, i must act like i don't care and i'm happy about being single. actually i'm not. need to go off now. GOOD LUCK TO ME :D

BYE PEEPS!!!!
signing off...
jErLyN :)

i'm here to blog again...

this time i've got lots of things to say. ITS 1.25AM and i can't get to sleep. because of LEO. RP net. i should have just changed my password before school hols start. I need to study like mad because I did not have enough time to download all the 6P. maybe I will start studying the first 4 6P for cognitive before choinging the last 6 in one day. I feel that this sem is a stressful sem for me. I'm keep on worrying about my DMA results will it affect me in promoting me to year 2. aiisshh!!! feeling so stressed up now!!! should have studied hard during sec 5 and go on to better course. instead of worrying about my result. i did not care much about my result in sem 1, but because of the intense competition my class have given me. I have become a competitive person.

school is gonna start soon. I feel that twitter is not a good place to share my secrets anymore. moreover here is a better place. because i know that this blog no one will ever read, cause i did not update frequently, so i can share and pour out my feelings here. no one knows. I feel that this class is very very competitive. this class everyone can draw, sing or play instrument. I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING. at least they can do photoshop. I TOTALLY SUCK AT IT. i think i'm gonna suffer during yr 2 and yr 3 . my FYP how??? so lost for words...

then i'm being sucked into the K POP craze. when i know that my results in polly are faling me. my mother is right. i'm never gonna make it.. still unsure about myself whether i can graduate from poly, if i still don't buck up. why my life is so tough??? can at least make it better for once.

I've been typing non stop. pouring out all my feelings for the past few months. i can't say it on twitter, i don't like others see the lazy side of me. when i think they know i am lazy. i've already tried my best to put my heart and soul when doing DMA. DMA DMA why must you be a curse to my life.. AND THERE'S DRAWING MODULE NEXT YEAR. i can predict i will get 15 Ds and I can't proceed to yr 3.

WHY MUST I THINK SO MUCH!!!! i've should have just tried my best, get a diploma and get the hell out of here. try a different course in uni if I can make it. I don't think I can make it to uni. I've always got the last minute attitude, when can i change??? i've been losing sleep from last night. I SLEPT AT 5.30 in the morning. cozz i keep on thinking a lot....

i feel better now.. after telling out everything that is in my heart. i'm feeling better, but i can't sleep. will watch some shows before i go to sleep.. JERLYN FIGHTING!!!! you can do it. don't keep on digressing. hope god can help me. of course i must help myself!!!! LET ME SLEEP TONIGHT!!! THANKS

ANNYEONG HASEYO :D
i realised that i did not update for like 3 months already. THAT'S LONG!!! so i am here to update. Now i'm having the 2nd sem for this year, our class still not bonded yet, maybe because we were TOO BONDED with our last sem classmates. i'm in E35P the people in my class are fun and sociable, but it takes time to know them better. HOPE TIME CAN BRING US TOGETHER :)

CURRENTLY I'M OBSSED WITH K POP :) and i'm influcing my sister too :) i was attracted to k pop when i was watching BONAMANA MV on tv BY SUPER JUNIOR :D currently i have 5 favourite k pop groups.

1) SUPER JUNIOR <3
2) SHINEE <3
3) 2NE1 <3
4) 2AM <3
5) 4MINUTE <3

LAST BUT NOT LEAST
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE TAKING O LEVEL THIS YEAR
JIAYOUS
GAMBATE
HWAITING!!!!!!

BYE PEEPS
signing off....
jErLyN :)

after that incident, i feel that we are driffting apart... or because we have grown up? i know the other time you are embarrased about what you have heard. then what about me? you think i want to feel like this.. i am trying to control my feelings, why must let me like you when i am determined to be friends with you for life... why am i here crying, while you are out there laughing and playing. its not fair, i know its my prob that i fall for you. i want you back...

to her, why must you like everything i like, then take everything away from me, i've cried so many nights just to forget this thing, then u pop out, then makes me jealous for everytning you do.. i seriously hate you!!! i don't want you to appear in front of me ever again!!!

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!!! to revive this dying blog even though i know no one reads it :(

finally i got time to blog... i've got a TWEETER account, if you got the time PLEASE PLEASE FOLLOW me in tweeter!!! cause i'm addicted to it (currently) :) but i still will go to FB at times!!! My life in RP is quite fun!!! even though lessons over here are BORING :( but the friends i have here are NICE, FUNNY, CUTE, PLAYFUL AND FUN :D But the semester 1 in RP is ending soon!!!! i'm so gonna miss W36H <3 :( but i'm looking forward to semster 2 :)

BYE PEEPS!!!!!
signing off....
jErLyN :)