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1 more month to 'N' level prelims.... mugging hard now... on thursday is my 'N' level oral... i think i can pass with NOT SO flying colours... when i finsh my oral my mood was soooooooo bad... i did not sit with them... i did not engage in their conversation.... when i put my head down i keep on thinking that i did not prepare myself well for the oral exam... in the end i fell asleep. when we walked together to the coffee shop. i did not talk for more than 10 words.. maybe boy boy was not there... but i am surprise to see nicholas there... when i am eating i had this kind of weird feeling that no words can describe... maybe boy boy and eugene is not there bah. i showed attitude to nicholas... now i am still very sorry about it... :X
if you ever come to my blog and read. i wish you would. don't blame me for saying this kind of words... you don't treat me as your sister. you don't treat your friends well.. you talk to people is based on your bias judgement... you care for those people that are closer to you... you don't care for those who always care for you. you treat us as your "extra" group of friends. your group of friends went home without you then you go with us. you look as if you don't wish to talk to me... you do not give your seniors the basic respect... i respect you tat is why i do not talk back to you if is other people he/she already got scolding from me. i love you more than anyone else as a brother... i don't care if other people do not talk to me. i did not show attittude unless i am very tired.
hope when you see this you will change your attitude....
BYE PEEPS!!!!
signing off....
jErLyN :)