:) feel so down today!!! chemistry paper was manageable (sorry if spelling is wrong)... after chemistry.. the whole day was having PHYSICS REMEDIAL!!! mr ooi today tricked me... i felt so dumb... he showed me a piece of plain paper... and asked me what paper is that.. i said it is a piece of plain paper... he say wrong.. i was puzzled.. then he say it is the notes for our upcoming physics prelim... i was like "DIAO"... quite a long time never blog... before i end this post.. i need to write something VERY VERY LONG... i want to say this to a person... i think you know who you are... what i have to say to this person is you really hurt me today!!! you lied to me... i hate people who lied to me... i am begining to believe what others have said about you... i have experienced pain and betrayal today... in the past, i trust and respect you... but now i respect you but don't trust you.... you are the one who is giving up the relationship... you don't cherish the people around you... i think people have respected you too much that is why you take them for granted? people around me who know you have said I LOVED YOU TOO MUCH... maybe i think it is true... you come to my blog for what? you read but you don't learn.. whatever i have wriiten here is bullshit la... i a lot of times want to give up on you... but i believe you will change.... but you never change.... sorry to everybody today... my temper have changed over the september holidays, preparing for my 'O' 'N' levels... i sometimes talk to you all will sound a little bit harsh and sacarstic and sorry to melvyn today... i have showed you attitude because i don't want you to see me cry... long post... BYE PEEPS!!!! signing off... jErLyN :) |